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I knew she was fighting to stay strong in front of me. Hell I wouldn't even doubt her words about hating me. After what I did, I'm sure part of her hates me very much. My hands slid down her arms gently across her stomach till I have her loose green camisole hem in my grasp. Pulling it up over her head. I stop holding it over her eyes keeping her arms trapped. I bit her bottom lip. Then gently kiss it. I kiss working my way down her chin, grazing and nuzzling at her neck. Her breath heavy on my ear as little please moans escape her mouth. My thoughts float to this morning. Imagining how beautiful she looked and how guilty I felt. I kiss her shoulder trying to erase every inch of today from her skin. Maliki's words rang in my head.
"I'm not telling you what to do this time Ren. Grow up and be a man but get your shit figured out before she realizes she doesn't need you, or want you any more.
I growl becoming more aggressive as I pull the shirt the rest of the way off. Peering into her beautiful eyes. Tonight it was just us. Just Anna Darkz and Ren Hashiro I tell myself. No clans, no feuds, nothing that keeps me from loving this woman. I wrap my arm around her waist scooping her up. She squeals a little wrapping her legs around me. God I can't help thinking how god damn cute it was. I carry her the little ways back over to the bed placing her gently on the edge. Quickly removing my button down dress shirt I climb over her feeling our skin heat at the touch. Wrapping an arm around her I puller her close tasting ever inch of her luscious lip and inside her mouth, only coming up long enough for small amounts of air. I pull her up to the top of the bed refusing to break the kiss which trapped us in this spell. She clings to me as if I was her life line. It had been far to long since I had truly felt this woman. I had tried to hire woman to settle the urge, but they just couldn't compare. I'd get pissed and throw them out. My hand slides down every curve recalling how she feels, her sent, her reactions to my touch. I slid my hand up her thigh under her skirt. She squirms and moans pushing toward my hand. I slide away not give her what she wants. I here the whimper. Her voice raspy and sexy as hell.
"Jesus are you just going to toy with me, I haven't had any in over five months Ren. Is this a new form of fucking torture you created." I can't help but smile. She seriously hadn't let anyone touch her since we separated.
"Don't worry angel I just wanted to make sure every inch of you is satisfied." And fuck yes I meant it. Getting on my knees I slid off her black knee high skirt. I can't help feeling she was waiting for me dressed like this. I look down admiring the beautiful view before me taking her in. I can't help feeling as if this was like the first time, every time with her felt like the first time though.
Her hands come up to cover her stomach and body 'Stop looking at me like that." She mumbles. I can't help feeling a little curious about her shyness.
"Like what?" I whisper Crawling over her, I nibble at her ear.
"Like you inspecting me. You already made a point of telling me I have gained weight." She says now pouting not looking at me. I can't help but chuckle. I pull her chin to face me her eyes so serious.
"Anna my angel, you are a goddess. I was admiring how beautiful you where. You got to know I was kidding when I said that. I was just trying to get you to let guard down. Didn't seem to work though." I chuckle to myself yes things had turned out bad during that sparing match but seriously at first I was enjoying the feeling, the rush of it. She hadn't forgotten what she had learned and if anything she was stronger yet again. I kissed her forehead then her eyes as they fluttered closed, her nose, her lips where I lingered for a few. "God I missed you." The words dripped out catching us both off guard.
She giggles a little, "Then maybe you should have picked up a phone." Her hands wrapped around my neck. "I guess we're both at fault because I missed you." With that there was no more words. Wrapped around her I picked her up and pulled her up to sit in my lap. Kissing her fanatically once more. My hands trailed down the straps of her bra around the back to the clasp where I made quick work of removing it. Her moan grew, I didn't make any move to silence her so that no one would hear. I wanted her to scream for me as I nipped at her perfectly nipples. My name called out multiple times from her sweet lips. Laying her down I slide that beautiful silver lace thong from around her hips, my hand trailing down her legs. Anna Darkz was my kryptonite. As promised I was going to make sure she was satisfied all over. My hand gently caressed her folds, my heart racing at how excite she was. I propped her up, my tongue diving in to lap up everything that was her. Her nails gripped into my hair pulling me closer as her hips moved begging for more. I pulled out hearing her moan before continuing. I love the fact that I could make her as crazy as she makes me. Suddenly I feel her body convulse and release the tension but I was far from over. Crawling off the end of the bed I quickly discarded the rest of my clothes. Crawling back on top I kissed her. She smiled at me contently.
"You still on birth control sweetheart?" I ask. Pausing when I notice her face falls flat. "You stopped taking it?" She nods, fuck me. I didn't bring condoms. But it only make since shes not on it. If she hasn't been sleeping with anyone there was no point taking it. Though I feel like I got gut punch knowing I hadn't been loyal because I had been fighting like hell to forget her.
"I could go get the after morning pill tomorrow." She say softly not meeting my eyes. She closes them as if expecting me to say no to that proposal I turn her to face me.
"Are you sure?" She nods.
"If your okay with it?' Her voice wavers. If I was okay with it. Hell at this moment she probably could have said something crazy like we don't need it I want your kid, I'd have probably plowed head first to make damn sure she got it. Hell maybe that's even what I wanted. To tell her not to get it, but it wasn't my place.
I gently kiss her answering her question. As I slide into her. A small gasp leaves her lips. Barley audible I swear I hear her whisper I love you however; when I ask her to repeat it she smiles up at me and kisses me. She takes control and fuck if I'm going to stop her. I dread this night coming to an end. I had felt like I was ripping at the seams lately, now suddenly I'm so at peace I feel like it's all back together as we find our bliss together.