I couldn’t help but curse, because of the boy who talked to me like he was arguing.
I looked over the chicken-looking boy that came in at an important moment.
I mean, I was just rolling my eyes while lying down.
I didn’t even know who it was.
The first boy I see in this life. No matter how many times I look, the child who looks like a mid-teen looks just like a chicken.
Round eyes on plump cheeks were enough to remind me of fat pigeons. Maybe he looked more like that because of his fur clothes.
That was the end of the appreciation. I don’t even care how he looks like.
I closed my eyes softly and opened my eyes to Estan.
But as if he were really a pigeon, the boy said what he said again.
‘Are you the Odd Bloom?’
I looked with no expression at him.
What do they want me to answer?
Right? Wrong?
What’s important? To me, an odd room or something is not even dusty enough to roll around the floor.
I didn’t have to be angry or answer back. I looked at Estan as I struggled to move my eyes that were not moving.
“Estan, what is my body like? Say anything.”
‘Princess,..that”
‘you’re ignoring my words!’
It was then.
As soon as I was just opening my mouth, sighing deeply to say a word to the child who kept blocking Estan’s words, someone hit his head properly.
The room rang with loud force and loud sounds that made me think that his body was stuck in the floor.
Bam-
“My brother, you’re the Odd Bloom in front of the Odd Bloom. How could you say such a rude thing?”3
“Oh, brother! It hurts!”
Where there was a loud noise.
There, a man who resembled him so much that I thought that the emperor suddenly became small, stood next to a chicken-boy.
The auras were completely different, but they looked very much like the emperor.
Moreover, the late appearance of a man and a chicken pigeon appeared to be siblings.
When I closed my eyes to moisturize my dry eyes, I saw something different again.
The Emperor’s miniature version, which came before me to the point of burden, was looking at me with a friendly smile.
It’s like telling me he’s doing any harm to me. He showed a clean face and a soft look.
Instead of stopping there, the man waved his hand to me and said hello to me.
“Hi, you’re my younger sibling”4
What younger sibling..
Ha, something else has come up to disturb my tranquility.
At that time, the chicken pigeon, standing still and touching his head, came inside, panting like he’s really resembling a pigeon, and stood next to the emperor’s miniature version, complaining.
“Brother always says that only to me”
“Then who the one who came here without a hitch as soon as he heard the news?”
“I wanted to see my little sister! I also wanted to have my own little sister !”
Little sister is little sister, what’s with ‘my own little sister’ ?
As the chicken kept shouting hundred times, my ears kept ringing .
The brows frowned momentarily.
My head is throbbing. Everyone won’t leave me alone today. I wonder if the stress will explode.
“Your Royal Highness the Crown Prince. Your Highness the Prince, I’m in the middle of medical treatment, so please leave.”
At that time. Estanwho’s been blocked from talking to me how many times noticed my discomfort and kicked them out politely.
The people who came into my life suddenly nodded more easily than I expected, contrary to the expectation that they would go crazy over Estan’s words.
“I will,”
said the man who looked just like the emperor, nodding his head with a soft smile.
At that moment, his eyes glanced past me.
I thought it was hostility, but his eyes were looking at me with sorrow as if he’s looking at a cat fo8nd in a box under the rain.
It was only for a short time, though
‘Let’s go now.’
‘Hyung, wait a minute.:”
Thought the words of the Emperor’s like guys will be followed easily. But the chicken boy as if he doesn’t care what others say came closer to me.
What to torment ?
When I was about to lose even the power that wasn’t there, the chickens spread my hands over the blanket and forced me to grip something.
“I was also ugly because I was skinny.”
“…..”
“Hurry up and eat, ugly.”1
That was all.
The chicken dove, who was muttering to himself, went out with this red face.
The mere visit of a person made me tired.Even though I was lying down, I felt as if my body was going to sink further to the floor.
I didn’t even have the energy to check what the chicken dove had in my hand. I just want to rest.
In a place where nobody is there and was quiet .
I closed my eyes and took a short breath.
But this time, Estan interrupted a brief break.
He, who had not talked about the results of the treatment, urged me with a voice of curiosity.
“Won’t you open it and see ?”
“…yes?”
Only then did I open my eyes. Estan was pointing at my fist.
The hand that the chicken dove made it hold something earlier.
I want to throw it away without even looking. Whatever it is, it’s going to bother me.
But I couldn’t let it go when I saw Estan wondering.
I spread out my already heavy hands one by one.
What was in my hand was the chocolate that had lost its shape because it had melted away.
My whole body’s behavior was paused by an unexpected object.
What’s he doing? Is this poison…Is it… like a drug?
Looking at those two they seem to be from the royal family, appearing suddenly and trying to kill me ?
When I was in a state of anxiety and could not see closely, Estan gently wiped my hands and carried the chocolate to my handkerchief.
“You were surprised, weren’t you?”
“….yes”
“The two who just came are the Crown Prince and the Prince.”
I see. I’m not interested.
After all, they’re the sons of the emperor. I don’t know what kind of change of heart has come so come to find me living in the back room, but I hoped he would never come again.
They’ve never come to visit me before.
Just because I receive their care doesn’t change my world.1
I just want to lock the door. Don’t let anyone in.
I’ve had that urge today because of the constant number of visitors.
It might have been much better before the Emperor came. Back then, I had ravelly beating me, but at least I wasn’t noisy and busy.
Whether I was sick or not,the stillness when Ravely didn’t care about me. I almost miss that.
.In the meantime, Estan, who wiped out my hands, put the melted chocolate on the white handkerchief and gave it to me.
‘And melted chocolate is the favorite of Prince Nebelle.’
‘……..what are you talking about?’
I can’t believe he cares about chocolate the most.
You said the prince. I was more curious about that.
But he noticed my curiosity and smiled at the chocolate on his handkerchief.
“Hes been banned from getting snacks since hes gaining weight. How many times he asked the courts maids and servants. No one knows. But nebelle prince seems so happy that a younger sister appeared.”
What surprised me more than the fact that it was not a poison was the fact that the chicken dove was older than me.
I’m sorry chicken dove..you’re older but I called you a chicken dove.
Now I’ll just call it a dove, not a a chicken dove.2
Well,I hope I don’t see you again though..
But do you like having a younger sis? No emotions arose except for the curiosity.
Again, Estan quickly opened his mouth before I even asked.
“I’m telling you he’s giving you something banned from him instead of eating it..”
“.. ….it means he likes me?”
It’s normal to be hostile to the sudden appearance of a princess. Aren’t they fighting each other?
But Estan’s pure smile told me it wasn’t.
“Yes, of course. At least Prince Nebelle wouldn’t think so.”
I didn’t know you had it or didn’t have it, but now you like it. (She s talking about herself)
That’s nonsense.
I didn’t want to believe it. I don’t want affection or love.
I kept looking at Estan, who said all sorts of things instead of the answers I wanted.
“Yes, I see. Now stop saying that, and tell me. I’m… what about me?”
As a result, his face, which he had just spoken with, holding a chocolat until now, hardened.
Just by looking at his face, I could predict what he would say.
‘Princess.’
‘Yes.’
‘I’ve been treating a lot of people, but i dont know how your illness works. Your organs are melting down without even knowing what kind of disease it is.
“I see.”
As expected.
I wasn’t surprised at all.
Rather, I felt confident and calm down.
Estan stared at me as if he could not understand my reaction.
“You’re not surprised. Usually, you cry and feel sad. It’s usually hard to ask for help. Even as a young princess, it’s more”
“I know my body well.”
“Maybe you’re sick or young, but you’re like an adult.”
I didn’t answer. I don’t have the energy left to say useless things.
Our eyes met in the air.
I felt a terrible pity for me in his eyes. I hated the gaze.
Because I don’t feel sorry for myself. I just think it’s bad luck.
We haven’t talked for a while.
It was on my side that broke the stillness and opened my mouth.
“Estan, I have a favor to ask. I’m…cough ”
I covered my mouth for a moment, but I couldn’t stop the red blood coming out.
Red blood has already been drenched in my hands. Estan took my hand with astonished blood.
“Red blood…”…! Since when did you do this? Blood.”
“It’s been quite a while since I’ve been throwing up blood. I know. Soon… …that I’m going to die. Then you…. …so.”
“……”
‘Give me some medicine to die comfortably.”2
‘Oh.”
He uttered a lamentable sigh.
Perhaps it was a pity, but Estan wiped my mouth and hands softly.
I opened my mouth imploringly to him.
“Princess”
“It hurts so much. I don’t want to force my life to be extended when I can’t even live. Please let me die…….” .10
“The Emperor ordered me to keep the princess from getting sick.”
“You can be honest. Ha, ah.”
I was short of breath because I talked too long. My head is spinning.
A beat of fifty, I gave him a hard word, looking down at him with trembling eyes.
“I’m going to die…This is not a body that lives …it’s the truth …you can just say it “
“….”
“Let me have a peaceful end day by day”