"Auntie…"
Many complex emotions rushed to Zhuang Momo's heart, which made her want to say a lot to Qin Xiaobao, but she could not say anything when she opened her mouth.
"Son, I'm fine. Don't comfort me." In fact, it doesn't need to be said too much by Zhuang mo. Qin Xiaobao can also read what Zhuang Mo wants to say from Zhuang Mo's eyes.
She raised her hand, stroked Zhuang Momo's head, smiled and said: "my child, even if the future results are bad, the life will continue. You must understand that the sun will rise every day as usual and will not change because of someone. "
"Auntie…" Zhuang Momo grabs Qin Xiaobao's hand and wants to say something excitedly. However, he swallows everything he wants to say under Qin Xiaobao's gaze again.
She thought Qin Xiaobao came to give her hope, but at this moment she knew that she had made the worst plan for his mother Qin Xiaobao, who was missing at the end of Zhan Li.
Qin Xiaobao patted Zhuang Momo's hand: "son, I have something to do today, so I'll go first. You have a good rest. I'll come to see you some other day. "
Until Qin Xiaobao came out of the ward, Zhuang Momo couldn't say a word. She watched Qin Xiaobao leave. In a trance, she saw Qin Xiaobao go out of the door of the ward.
But when she looked at it carefully, she did not see any abnormality of Qin Xiaobao. Her mother Zhuang took back her eyes and fell on Zhuang Momo, raised her hand and stroked his head, exclaiming, "I heard that the wife of war chief was an unreliable woman, and I thought it was one thing, and I didn't do much to make war chief big.
now it seems that it's not the same thing at all." "Some people are not serious on the surface, but they are as clear as a mirror in their mind." Similarly, after seeing Qin Xiaobao for the first time, Qin Xiaobao's first impression on Zhuang Momo was that she was not a reliable mother, but today she doesn't think so.
"Mrs. Zhan is such a person." Zhuang said. "Some people are always fooling around without being serious, but the key performance is absolutely unexpected. He is smart, decisive, dare to do what he wants, can take responsibility, and can reassure his companions… " At the end of Zhuang Mo's heart battle is such a person. Now she thinks Qin Xiaobao is such an excellent person.
The excellence of war is inseparable from his excellent parents. "Mo Mo……" Zhuang's mother hugged Zhuang Momo painfully, and said nothing to persuade her. Because mother Zhuang knows that she has heard too much advice these days. What she needs is not advice, but a warm and powerful embrace. For this, her mother can give it to her.
……
Even though it's autumn, it's still very hot in Jiangbei. The hot sun is shining on the earth, almost baking the pedestrians on the street.
It's such a hot day, but Qin Xiaobao, walking on the street, doesn't feel the warmth at all. Her whole body is cool, from the heart to the outside, from the feet to the end.
Once in her life also experienced such a despair, despair until she thought that the sun would never rise again, despair until she felt that every moment of life is suffering.
But that was a long time ago. Qin Xiaobao was about to forget the feeling of desperation that was almost suffocating
How long?
She can't remember, and she doesn't want to.
Some things are better to be confused than to understand, so there is a saying called to pretend to be confused with understanding.
She wanted to walk all the time. When she was tired, her son would appear in front of her. The ghost said to her excitedly, "Mrs. Zhan, I'm teasing you." Qin Xiaobao thinks that this time, like many times in the past, it's Zhan LiMao who is playing with her, but she knows clearly that Zhan LiMao is really missing, and it's missing in the task his father arranged for him.
A few days ago, she was uneasy and eager to see her son, but Zhan Nianbei told her that he was just going out to perform a common task.
Ordinary tasks can make life and death unclear?
Does he think Qin Xiaobao has become stupid?
Qin Xiaobao is not willing to think about many things or confront Zhan Nianbei, because she knows clearly that once something is said, it will not hurt a person.
I don't know how long I've been away. Qin Xiaobao feels lighter and lighter, so light that she can hardly feel her existence. When she thought she would fall like this, a gloomy voice sounded in her ear: "Qin Xiaobao, you're not going to die!"
It's Zhan Nianbei!
It's also a long time that Zhan Nianbei didn't use such a tone to talk to her. At the moment, Qin Xiaobao is a bit trance when he hears it. It seems that time has returned to the days before they got married and her crazy pursuit of him.
Her crazy pursuit of his days in the eyes of many people is very hard, but she does not feel hard at all, every day to chase their beloved man run, how can it be hard.
After chasing Zhan Nianbei for so long, she never felt hard, because she knew that this man would belong to her sooner or later.
Let her fear, let her despair, is when she knows her real life experience, because she can't see the hope, she feels that the man she has been holding tightly to is more and more far away from herself.
Looking at Zhan Nianbei in front of her, Qin Xiaobao's thoughts went back to the past. She raised her hand and stroked the Hu dregs left behind by him, and suddenly smiled: "Zhan Nianbei, I must owe you too much in my last life, and I'm here to repay my debts."
Zhan Nianbei holds her palm and holds her up: "Qin Xiaobao, how many words do you remember what I told you?"
Qin Xiaobao didn't want to hear him. She looked at him and shook her head: "Zhan Nianbei, who are you? Why do I feel more and more that I don't know you? "
Zhan Nianbei: "now come back with me."
Qin Xiaobao let him hold it, didn't struggle, and even smiled at him: "you know, when I knew that I was just a child adopted by the Qin family, I didn't feel sad, didn't despise life."
Zhan Nianbei slightly increased his grip on her and said, "Qin Xiaobao, shut up." Qin Xiaobao put his hand around his neck: "the first time I feel desperate, it's because I know my real life experience, because it's related to you. The second time I feel desperate, it's because of you. Because you let my son go,
but you didn't get him back safely. "
Qin Xiaobao knows that he can't blame Zhan Nianbei, the top leader of Jiangbei military region, but Zhan Nianbei is not only the top leader of Jiangbei military region, but also her husband and the father of Zhan Liming.
If she can't even question that, what else can she do? She was laughing, laughing and crying: "Zhan Nianbei, are you the God sent by heaven to save me or the devil sent by heaven to punish me?"