"Tell me, am I not that bad? Am I not at all attractive to you men?"
After a while, Liu Qingmei turned her head to look at Qin Hai. It was only a moment but her eyes were already red from crying and her teary look made people's heart ache.
Liu Qingmei let out a pitiful smile, "What's the use of being pretty, no matter how pretty he is he would not like me." I've waited for him for five or six years, and even after giving birth to his child, it's still useless. "
"Who else but him? I have loved him for my entire life but —" Liu Qingmei's voice was choked with sobs as tears rolled down her face.
After crying for a long time, perhaps her tears had already dried up. Liu Qingmei finally wiped away the tears on her face and slowly shook her head as she said: "He is not dead … …" But he never thought of me. Maybe he never loved me. I didn't know about it until today. "
Liu Qingmei let out a pitiful smile as she gently shook her head, as if mocking her own naivety and foolishness.
At this moment, a bright light flashed through Qin Hai's mind. Liu Qingmei said that she had waited five or six years for that man. In other words, six years ago she had already fallen for that man.
In other words, it was very likely that his reckless and crude actions had completely destroyed Liu Qingmei's happiness.
Because of Liu Qingmei's appearance, talent, and family background, there were not many men in the world who could reject her. However, the man she loved still rejected her in the end. The only reasonable explanation was that when Liu Qingmei handed him over, she might have confessed to him that she had already lost her virginity.
That was the reason why the man rejected Liu Qingmei and left her forever.
If it wasn't for him, Liu Qingmei would have long since lived happily with her lover and Nannan would not have even known who her father was.
It was all because of him that he ruined Liu Qingmei's life's happiness!
His deep self-blame made him want to slap himself twice, but slapping himself was of no use. His mistake was already a grave mistake and he completely ruined Liu Qingmei's happiness. Even if he were to die right now he would not be able to do anything.
No wonder, no wonder Liu Qingmei hated him so much. If it were any other woman, she would have long wished she could cut him into a thousand pieces. How could she forgive him so easily!
Qin Hai's abnormal state attracted Liu Qingmei's attention. Liu Qingmei carefully looked at Qin Hai and discovered that his eyes became dull and lifeless as if he was heavily shocked by her words.
Could it be that he really liked me so much that he was so disappointed when he found out that there had always been someone he liked in my heart?
Liu Qingmei's heart slightly trembled as she could not deny that she also had a very good impression of Qin Hai. Even though she called him brother and sister in name, she actually really enjoyed spending time with Qin Hai.
Especially Qin Hai, she could often feel that he was similar to the Barbaric Cow. It was as if the Barbaric Cow had always been by her side. It would be a lie to say that she had no feelings for Qin Hai at all.
Liu Qingmei had always thought this way and had always done this. Even though she had countless of men who had been good to her over the years and even though she knew that Qin Hai had that kind of intention she continued to persevere and persevere.
However, it wasn't until today that she found out that all of this was just an act of love and self-righteousness.
Should he continue to persevere?
At that moment, Qin Hai suddenly turned around and picked up a glass of wine. He stared at the scarlet red wine for a few seconds, then poured everything into his mouth in one gulp.
Not only that, he then poured another two full cups and gulped them all down.
A decision was about to be made!
He decided to confess everything to Liu Qingmei and then deeply repent to her. Regardless of whether or not Liu Qingmei could forgive him, he still had to do this.
Qin Hai turned his head to look at Liu Qingmei and slowly said: "Sister Qingmei, there is something I want to tell you."
Unexpectedly a fragrant wind blew over, Liu Qingmei suddenly used her palm to cover Qin Hai's mouth as she shook her head and said: "Don't say anymore, I already know." "Give me some more time, give me more time!"
"…"
Qin Hai was stunned and his mind was a bit muddled. He did not know what Liu Qingmei meant.
Liu Qingmei struggled to stand up and kneeled by the tea table to pour Qin Hai another cup of wine. Then she raised her cup and said: "Don't say anything, I don't want to hear anything right now. Drink with me and then let me sleep. Maybe when I wake up tomorrow, I'll know what to do. "
After a moment of silence, Qin Hai nodded and said, "Okay, from now on, I will be with you no matter what you want to do, Sister Qingmei."
"I'll accompany you too!"
Qin Hai answered very quickly, as if he didn't think about it at all. However, there was resolution in his eyes. It was clear that he was speaking from the bottom of his heart.
After a long while, she raised her wine cup, looked into Qin Hai's eyes and said, "Cheers!"
Ding!
As the night deepened, more and more bottles appeared on the tea table.
In the end, the two drank an unknown amount of wine, even Qin Hai was drunk. Liu Qingmei was drunk to the point of unconsciousness as she fell asleep on Qin Hai's body.
Qin Hai struggled to stand up and carried Liu Qingmei upstairs before placing her on the bed.